Reinventing Tradition

Cultural traditions and heritage developed over many generations as ways to celebrate and remember the past. Many different civilizations developed their own unique societies with differing ideals and principles. As humans grew more educated and advanced, the ways in which they expressed themselves advanced. These cultures developed in relative isolation from foreign influences resulting in national pride that led to many self-righteous wars and conquests. However, with increased globalization due to rapid technological progress, societies are more open and interconnected than ever before. Some people are still proud of their heritage and wish to protect the traditions they have held for generations. On the contrary, some believe that tradition is an ever-evolving entity that cannot be tied to one distinct moment of creation. Italian chef Massimo Bottura is renowned for his provocative dishes that were initially rejected by fellow Italians for defacing tradition. However, he has modernized the Italian kitchen through the incorporation of contemporary perspective to accentuate the building blocks of tradition.

            Italy is steeped in history and tradition at every turn. It has developed culturally over millennia adding major contributions to art, architecture, science, religion, and literature. Within Italy, many unique regions formed with their own identities under the rule of the Roman Empire. After the fall of Rome, these regions governed themselves until once again coming together under a common flag in 1870[1]. Through this regional development, each region developed sustainably local economies. Resource availability varied by region due to stark geographical differences. Therefore, most businesses sourced their raw materials locally. Due to specialization, regional identities were tied to the economy creating allegiance to locality. This regional pride manifests itself most in local cuisine. For example, the Ligurian diet features the abundance of wild mushrooms and spices that thrive in the region[2].  Likewise, Emilia-Romagna is home to parmigiana cheese and balsamic vinegar which are used in many local dishes[3]. Through adherence to heritage, Italians developed such loyalty that tampering with tradition was seen as cultural blasphemy.

            Now, Massimo Bottura, owner and chef of Osteria Francescana, winner of World’s Best Restaurant in 2016 and 2018, is recognized as one of the premier chefs in the world, but he was not always popular with critics. He faced multitudes of criticism from some of Italy’s most well-regarded food writers who accused Bottura of betraying the Italian kitchen[4]. To Massimo, his vision was the embodiment of the roots of Italian culture. He describes the way he fell in love with food at the age of six with nostalgia that shows the true passion behind his work. Massimo grew up in Modena which is in Emilia-Romagna. As the youngest and most spastic, he was often victim to the wrath of his two older brothers. However, he found solace underneath the kitchen table and his grandmothers protection as she fended his brothers of with the matarello she was using to the roll fresh pasta. From beneath the kitchen table, he found new perspective as the flour dusted off the table around him. As his grandmother made tortellini, Massimo would steal and eat the raw tortellini.[5] This defined the cornerstone for his culinary journey and development into the chef he is today.

            Shortly after leaving university, Bottura opened his first restaurant named Trattoria del Campazzo. Unexperienced and understaffed, Massimo struggled dearly for a few months. One day an older woman walked into his restaurant named Lidia Cristoni who offered to help him. She lived across the street but her poor vision kept her close to home. After demonstrating the true skills that only Italian grandmothers possess, Massimo hired Lidia.[6] Lidia brought to Campazzo the homestyle methods that are revered across Italy. It was through her that Massimo learned traditional recipes and styles for rolling pasta. Lidia’s personal touch was also felt through her insistence that the restaurant all eat together before service starts.[7] This tradition that Bottura continues today helps to develop familial bonds between the staff which is then passed onto the service.

            After a few years, Campazzo was stable enough for Bottura to travel to New York City. He found work at a small cafe in the city called Caffé di Nonna.[8] On his first day, he met east Village resident, Lara Gilmore, who was also working her first day at the café. They struck a friendship that blossomed into something truly genuine. Their time in New York was cut short as Campazzo needed Bottura attention. Gilmore visited Modena and Massimo shortly later, but in her second week, Massimo received a phone-call from world-famous chef Alain Ducasse offering a position to teach homemade pasta to the staff at Hotel de Paris. Bottura accepted this opportunity and sold Trattoria del Campazzo. Caught amid this massive upheaval, Lara found that as Massimo’s life stood, there was no place in it for her. However, Bottura was unhappy without Lara and he left Hotel de Paris shortly soon after. He returned to New York to commit to his life to her. Together, they moved back to Modena and bought Osteria Francescana[9].

Massimo’s vision for Osteria Francescana was a modern rendition of the classic traditional Modenese food. He needed to try new things and to continue learning in order to prevent boredom[10]. However, this required tampering with tradition that Italians felt best left as is. His vision was muddy in the early days of the restaurant as he attempted to carve his own identity. He drew inspiration from art galleries that Lara brought him too. By sharing her love of art, Massimo began to develop an understanding of artistic intention. This culminated in his own awakening at the 1997 Venice Biennial. A particular exhibit featured classic Italian paintings from older generations, but what drew Bottura’s attention were the stuffed pigeons in the rafters. He was particularly struck by the implication of bird droppings painted onto the rafters, walls, and even onto some paintings. He connected with the exhibit personally exclaiming that he was the pigeon to Italian food. In order to redefine the Italian kitchen, he had to step on some toes to get noticed[11].

Massimo rejected strict adherence to boundaries and used the influences of his grandmother, Lidia, and Lara when building the menu of Osteria Francescana. He wanted his food to mean something more than a bowl of pasta. He wanted to provide an experience in the form of food just as art can conjure memories and emotions. One of the first dishes on the menu was tortellini in broth inspired by the memories of his grandmother. Onlooking the restaurant, Massimo was dismayed to find customers eating the tortellini too quickly. He wanted to distinguish it from just another bowl of noodles. Bottura then began serving a dish called “Tortellini Walking on Broth” that featured six solitary tortellini with gelatin enhanced broth. This dish forced the customer to cherish each piece of pasta[12]. However, the Modenese people did not appreciate the message and considered it insulting to the Italian kitchen. They could not see how tortellini could provide the comfort aspect of the Italian kitchen if there was not even enough pasta for one spoonful. Rumors spread of the measly portions of Osteria Francescana scaring off most of the locals. After several bad years of business, Bottura considered closing shop, but Lara, an advent believer in Massimo’s vision, pushed him to persevere for just a bit longer. He finally introduced a few classic Italian dishes onto the menu despite his vision. One of the dishes he introduced was tagliatelle, another Emilia-Romagna creation. His fortune changed when a popular food critic happened into Osteria Francescana and ate the tagliatelle. Shortly later, an article was published apologizing to Bottura and Osteria for never being given a chance and for being misunderstood by the Modenese people[13]. This article gave Massimo the platform and attention he needed to reach food critics that would understand his work.

Massimo’s success has risen exponentially since then with each milestone becoming more fuel for propulsion towards the next. As more critics recognized the significance of his creations, he began to receive more acclaim. Soon after that fateful article, he was recognized as the best young chef in Italy and Osteria received its first Michelin star[14]. This was the validation Bottura needed in order to be recognized both locally and globally. The new attention brought international diners, and Bottura’s quest for the second Michelin star forced him to take more chances and innovate new dishes. Although the praise and acclaim gave Massimo a platform for developing an international audience, the local Modenese people were inspired to open their minds to his interpretation of the Italian kitchen. What they found were dishes that captured the intimate details of memories past. For example, “The Crunchy Part of the Lasagna” serves to evoke memories of longing to steal the crispy top layer of a lasagna. He uses bits of ingredients from the entire lasagna, cooked and fried delicately to perfectly embody the satisfaction felt when eating that part of the lasagna[15]. Another of his dishes, “Five Ages of Parmigiana Romano” showcases the depth of flavor that exists in the locally made parmigiana cheese. The dish consists of five cheeses aged between two years and fifty months prepared five different ways. By doing so, he demonstrates the versatility and range of just one ingredient[16]. A third dish called “Oops I Dropped the Lemon Tart” was born through a happy accident. When one of Bottura’s sous chefs dropped a lemon tart, Massimo saw the beauty by which the tart splattered. Massimo then created a dish mimicking a dropped lemon tart by splashing the cremes across the plate and breaking the crisp atop the filling[17].

Massimo has repeatedly shown that food stands for much more than just consumption. To many people, food is their livelihood. In 2011,the same year Osteria Francescana received its third Michelin star, an earthquake struck the region of Emilia-Romagna causing severe damage to buildings and goods including thousands of aging wheels of parmigiana cheese. Facing losses of an estimated two hundred million dollars, the parmigiana producers turned to Massimo for assistance[18]. Massimo created and began promoting a new risotto cacio de pepe recipe which forwent the traditional pecorino cheese in favor of parmigiana. Through a livestream, he debuted the dish with thousands simultaneously preparing and eating risotto cacio e pepe worldwide. The dish exploded across the world, helping the parmigiana producers to sell all the broken cheese wheels.[19] By using his status and genius, Massimo influenced the evolution of risotto cacio de pepe globally to help with local calamity. Driven by a developing sense of community, he sought more ways to better the world through food.

Having reached the pinnacle of his profession, Bottura’s drive and focus turned towards giving back to the unfortunate. Due to the severe economic upheaval following the Great Recession of the 2000s, many Italians fell on hard times, losing jobs and homes. On top of domestic issues, rising tensions and civil injustices across Africa and the Middle East displacing and disenfranchising millions to refugee status. By using the Mediterranean Sea, many refugees sought asylum in Italy. The rest of the European Union’s initial hesitance to aid the waves of refugees left the burden to Italy and Greece[20]. Already financially hurt, the Italian government did not have the means to provide adequate food and shelter for all the needy in Italy. Resentful that aid was being taken from Italians in need, portions of the country pushed to close the borders.

However, most acknowledged the crisis could not be ignored. Archbishop of Milan, Cardinal Angelo Scola designated space across different church buildings for refugee use and advocated that the rest of the eleven hundred parishes in his region do likewise[21]. Thousands found sanctuary in Milan, and its shelters eventually reached capacity. Many migrants found their new living conditions materially worse than their home prior due to insufficient state funding[22]. With little to no knowledge of the Italian language and customs, much of the new population felt ostracized and found they were it difficult to support themselves, creating a drain on national and local resources. The potential growth of the labor force incentivized migrant assimilation into Italian culture.

2015’s Expo Milano featured the theme of “Feeding the Planet – Energy for Life.” Appalled by the 1.3 million daily tons of discarded food, Massimo recognized the opportunity to demonstrate the disparity between food waste and hunger as an opportunity[23]. Through a partnership with the local Catholic church, Bottura co-founded the Refettorio Ambrosiano, with his wife. Staffed by volunteers, the head chef changed daily as world famous chefs graciously came to participate in the event. The refettorio received daily shipments of damaged or soon to expire goods from the concurring expo. Inside a converted church adorned with contemporary and designer furnishings, the chef designs a three-course meal based not only on the morning shipment but also on leftovers from the day before. The guest chefs test their skills and flex their muscles by creating comforting meals reminiscent of their heritage from the ingredients provided[24]. Bottura explains the true beauty that Refettorio Ambrosiano provides goes beyond the tangible. He says, “These are the things that fill you up with humanity and genuine feeling…cooking is about love. It’s about getting the chefs involved to make the invisible visible. About putting our knowledge and using our knowledge of ingredients to fight against waste. This is going to be the example for many other chefs[25].”

Not only were meals provided for the hungry, food brought refugees and Italians together. The meal and fine ambiance gave the two groups commonality that sparked the easing of the migrants into Italian society. The refettorio brought people from all different backgrounds to share in dinner establishing community between them. At one table, an ex-drug addict could be seen discussing religion with a priest, an Italian grandmother, an Italian immigrant of Jordanian dissent, a Muslim refugee from Senegal, and a Christian refugee from Nigeria[26]. The impact of Refettorio Ambrosiano produced noticeable value that the community did not want to lose at the end of the expo. Thanks to Charitas, charitable organizations of the Catholic Church, the kitchen remained open and continued to provide aid to many Milanese[27].

Inspired by Refettorio Ambrosiano, Massimo founded Food for Soul in 2016[28]. Vehemently denouncing the label of charity, Food for Soul identifies as a cultural project. Through their three core principles: “Quality of Ideas, Power of Beauty, and Value of Hospitality,” refettorios provide community inclusivity, feed the hungry, and reduce waste[29]. Coinciding with the Rio de Janeiro 2016 Olympics, Massimo opened Refftorio Gastromotiva, Food for Soul’s first international project with the same concepts as the original. Using excess and discarded foodstuffs from the Olympic Games, notable chefs provided disadvantaged people delicious and nutritious meals. It has continued operating in the years following the Olympics. Since then, Food for Soul has opened two more refettarios, one in London and one in Paris with another schedule to open soon in Sydney[30].

Massimo Bottura embodies the traditional Italian values through modern perspective. Instead of focusing on the culture of today, he focuses on the roots of all Italian tradition. Deep in culture and history, respect is the foundation for Italian society. Respect of nature is seen through proud artisanal crafts such as Tuscan olive oil and Parmigiana cheese. The respect of fellow Italians is seen through allegiances to locality and strong familial units. For generations, grandmothers were regarded as the best chefs in Italy by their respective families. Now, with Italy’s first World’s Best Restaurant, Bottura has taken the crown from the grandmothers by utilizing care and attention to detail that captures the love that grandmothers pour into cooking for their families. Although visually his dishes hardly resemble Italian classics, his reimagining of famed dishes focuses instead on providing the feelings of an experience past by emphasizing oddly specific yet relatable details.

[1] Croce, The Classic Italian Cookbook, 8.

[2] Croce, The Classic Italian Cookbook, 10.

[3] Lbid, 14.

[4] Parisi, Jacqueline. “Massimo Bottura On Self-Doubt,”

[5] Khanna, Jasreen Mayal. “The 6 Dishes That Define Massimo Bottura.”

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[7] “Massimo Bottura.” Chef’s Table.

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[15] Millington, Alison. “I Met the Best Chef in the World.”

[16] “Massimo Bottura.” Chef’s Table.

[17] Millington, Alison. “I Met the Best Chef in the World.”

[18] Olmsted, Larry. “The Biggest Italian Dinner In History.”

[19] Olmsted, Larry. “The Biggest Italian Dinner In History.”

[20] McKenna, Josephine. “Italians Throw Open Their Doors.”

[21] lbin.

[22] Olmsted, Larry. “The Biggest Italian Dinner In History.”

[23] Svatek, Peter, dir. Theater of Life.

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[25] “Milan’s Zero-Waste Soup Kitchen.” Fine Dining Lovers.

[26] Svatek, Peter, dir. Theater of Life.

[27] “Food for Soul.” Food for Soul.

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[30] Spring, Alexandra. “Michelin-Starred Chef Massimo Bottura to Open Community Restaurant.”

Noodle Narrative of Kathy Kriendler

Audio link: http://www.nonotesvoice.com/play.asp?i=1018415-82ff533a81d305f0c73e0d5d9c7fb5a0

I met Kathy Kriendler two years ago while working for her husband. Together, they own and operate a baseball goods manufacturing company. The company is ultimately her husband Marks brainchild as it is his designs and ideas that launched the business. Kathy met Mark while he was visiting China for business. Mark fell in love and soon they were married, Kathy for the first time, Mark the second. They moved to the United States where they began their life together. When I met the two, they had been married twelve years. I would help in their shop and assist in sales, seven days a week for ten weeks. Our targeted market was summer travel baseball. For kids of all ages, summer baseball is a time of travelling for tournaments to showcase your skills and hopefully be recruited to play collegiately or even professionally. The summer season is a sprint and in order to maximize profits, it is all hands-on deck. Mark typically worked from open to close while Kathy usually came for the middle portion of the day. When she was not there however, she was responsible for maintaining a lot of the accounting and entry required with running a small business. When she did come though she often brought lunch for her and Mark. Sometimes they were leftover, and sometimes they were fresh, but they were always made by her. Mark would occasionally remark that Kathy was the best cook in the world slyly to me trying not to let Kathy hear, but the twitch on her mouth deceived her. I was very interested in how noodles played into her background and if she could give me any insights into her perception of cuisine.

Kathy was born and raised in Qingdao on the eastern coast of China. Qingdao is a massive port city with the second largest harbor in China and the seventh largest in the world.[1] Due to its prime location, it became the hub for a lot of industrial and territorial expansion through the colonial ages and through World War II. Due to German occupation that lasted into the 1900s, many European influences can be seen in Qinqdao.[2] The most notable of which is the Tsingdao Brewery which creates beer reminiscent of a German lager. Qingdao is an important aspect of China’s economy and has seen lots of growth. Kathy’s father was a professor at Qingdao University and her mother was an accountant. With successful parents, Kathy was also pushed to succeed. She moved Beijing in her twenties to attend university. Afterwards, she moved to Shenzhen for work. Through hardwork, she was able to become one of the first female heads of an automotive factory.

When it comes to food, Kathy is not picky. She loves all food, but told me that she finds herself eating seafood often. Growing up in Qingdao and living in major port cities, seafood was very accessible and fresh which is how she developed her taste for seafood. When she moved to the United States, she moved to San Francisco which is another great city for seafood. Noodles were a staple in her diet. She told me that she eats noodles in at least five of the meals she eats each week. However, when I probed her about any significance that noodles may hold to her or any cultural traditions she maintains, Kathy disagreed with me. She told me that noodles cannot hold any more significance to her than bread might for an American. This was fascinating to me as this essentially went against the major principles of this class. Her perception of food was influenced by the academic environment in which she grew up in.

However, she still holds noodles and Chinese cuisine close to her. When I asked her about Chinese street food, she reminisced about Shenzhen in particular. She compared it to New York City in that lots of people from throughout China move to Shenzhen for work. Therefore, Shenzhen is an eclectic collection of cuisines from all across China. Also due to its proximity to Hong Kong, it also receives lots of international influence as well. [3] Kathy developed a wide-ranging pallet while living there. She was always accepting of American influences and did not shy away from experimenting.  When Kathy cooks, she likes to change things frequently in order to avoid monotony. She finds herself cooking Chinese though because it is Mark’s favorite food. So to Kathy and Mark, noodles have brought them together. Even though they are from different cultural backgrounds, they share many commonalities. One of these is their love of Chinese food and especially noodles as they can both be seen eating noodles on their lunchbreaks at least five times a week.

The dish Kathy told me about was her own stir fry recipe. Start by heating oil in a pan then add some hot pepper. When all the juice has been removed from pepper, remove the pepper from the pan. Add ginger and garlic into the pan. Then add your meat, sliced thinly, to the pan. Once the meat is in, add soy sauce, a little sugar, cooking wine, and cooking paste. Proceed to stir fry the meat. In the meantime, bring another pot of water to boil for noodles. Once boiled, add the noodles to the stir fry pan and then add scallions. This is one of Kathy’s simpler, yet delicious meals.

[1] “Qingdao – China’s Sailing City.” That’s Qingdao. Accessed August 06, 2019. https://www.thatsqingdao.com/.

[2] “Qingdao – China’s Sailing City.” That’s Qingdao. Accessed August 06, 2019. https://www.thatsqingdao.com/.

[3] Lonely Planet. “Shenzhen Travel: Guangdong, China.” Lonely Planet. Accessed August 06, 2019. https://www.lonelyplanet.com/china/guangdong/shenzhen.

Feeling and Longing

Debilitating addiction

Constant want

No, constant need

Never ceasing

Never waning

Always present

Looming

Over my shoulder

In my head

In my gut

Taking over

Incessant thoughts

Deepening grip

Tightening fist

Tying in knots

Nothing else

It’s all I see

It’s all I can think of

I must have it

No, I need it

Giving in

Hot or cold

Solid or liquid

Creamy or dry

Instant relief

Binging

Must have it all

It is all so good

I never want it to end

Bring me more

Satisfaction

Clouded mind

Stiff and bloated

Sleep incoming

Until next time

 

I chose the piece “La Cucina Povera” from Poems of Italian Food & Love. This poem talks about the power of hunger and the comradery that families and peasants built through their efforts to provide. I chose to imitate this because of the human effort that goes into food. More than just the human connection, food connects people with no connections. I wanted to capture the human need and desire for food. I wanted to draw similarities between an addiction that we need versus something we do not. I wanted to show what a relationship with food looks like that is not centered around family. We could all be considered food addicts. According to dictionary.com, being addicted means becoming, “physiologically or psychologically dependent” to a substance or habit. Everyone is physiologically dependent on food therefore making everyone a food addict. Of course, I am not saying that food is a narcotic, but consider why the same regulatory agency, the Food & Drug Administration (FDA), presides over both. My poem is an evaluation of fast food culture and how the industrialization of food has led to its bastardization. Many people do not eat to enjoy company and share a meal, but many people eat with their next fix on their mind. While consuming one meal, they are already planning the next. What if we let hunger control us the same way other physical feelings control people? Would hunger control the same way that lust and greed controls by forcing out all human feeling in an interaction in an attempt to satiate the animal.

The Shifting Embodiment of Culture- Journal 3- Charlie Redovian

Noodles are an ever-evolving reflection of culture. From its inception, noodles have been instrumental to the cultures in which it resides. Noodles are interesting, because like rice, the noodle is a mostly tasteless food. It is not until accompanying flavors are added that the noodle comes to life. Even in the most simple forms of noodle as seen in “Noodles Pressed and Pulled” are eaten by purists served with lard and shrimp roe. Ultimately, the noodle is the vessel by which flavor is delivered while also enhancing and developing those flavors along the way. “Dan Dan Noodles!” shows how noodles are used as the base for spicy and savory dishes alike. The street noodles described in this chapter are very affordable and provided everyone from all socio-economic classes access to a tasty snack. With the fierce competition in Chengdu, the vendors were forced to innovate new recipes in order to cultivate a loyal consumer base. This period was important in causing an explosion of new and inventive Chinese dishes. I believe that the noodle can be symbolic of the Chinese mindset. Like the noodle and its ever-evolving history, the Chinese people have forged forward through millennia and many political dynasties carving an increasingly complex cultural heritage and history. Also, like the noodle, the Chinese people have remained true to the principles and traditions that have gotten them to where they are now. So like the Chinese people, the noodle has evolved while maintaining ties to its roots. Italians have a close connection to noodles just like the Chinese, but their relationship differs. Italy is the heart of the Mediterranean Sea and was the center of many financial and cultural revolutions in the past millennia. With a constant influx of new flavors and tastes, Italy was still able to develop its own national identity with separate sub regional identities. As talked about in the “History of Pasta,” wheat was very easily grown across Italy. The adoption of the noodle was because of the availability of wheat lending to cheap production of pasta. Like the Chinese though, pasta is never eaten on its own. The noodle is always paired with sauces and spices to create a more complex dish.

By analyzing both sentiments, I think I can make a definition of my own. The noodle is a vessel that serves as the foundation of a dish taking the flavor profile of the ingredients by which the dish derives its identity from. The noodle is symbolic of much more however. It takes on the issues and prosperity of its culture, and the effects are always seen immediately. Traditional dishes and recipes have to give way to new recipes due to an ever shifting marketplace of ingredients and availability. For example, tomatoes were in no part of the Italian cookbook until the mid 19th century. Once they were discovered to not be poisonous, the tomato began to become an Italian staple. Italian cuisine also went under changes due to Arabic influences in the 8th century. Even though these Arabic invasions eventually ceased, the impact that they had on cuisine was long lasting and became a part of the region’s cuisine. Pasta could be viewed as a timeline with each important event adding to that timeline. What made the noodle up to a certain point never changed with the advent of new techniques and ingredients. If you made a chronological mosaic of noodle dishes invented in Italy and China respectively, I believe that the mosaic would coincide with major events and cultural shifts that occurred in each country. The events that make the food pass, but the food is passed on.

 

My Brother’s Kitchen Table: Charlie Redovian

The kitchen table is the focal point of many dinners in my life. To me, dinner is most enjoyable away from the distractions of screens in an area designed specifically for mealtime. For my paper, I wanted to go farther into the way my brother and his fiancé have designed their kitchen table. I spoke with him last week about the blog journal topic, so he has a basis for where my interests are coming from. My half-brother, Cameron, is almost seven years older than me. Our childhood was tumultuous which resulted in us having very different memories and experiences of what constituted our youth. It took me a long time to learn the ability to look at certain circumstances and understand that people will have a different take away based on their own life experiences. Therefore, I wanted to know more about Cameron’s eating space as maybe it could give insight into his perceptions of our shared experiences.

I went over to my brother’s apartment for dinner on Monday to study in person using participant-observation his eating space. He shares his apartment located on the top end of Atlanta with his fiancé Carolina and their dog Marley. Carolina has an equal share in my brother’s eating habits and dining area as they have been together for six years now. Carolina is from Colombia and immigrated to the Atlanta Metro area as a middle schooler. With both being from different backgrounds, they decided to pick a more neutral basis for their kitchen table. It is a unique table as it is about bar height requiring the chairs to be higher to compensate. Even though the table is a square, there are only three chairs, but there is also one bench seat. Underneath the table is a shelf for storage on which they put a lot of their boardgames. On the tabletop is a granite lazy Susan. As a centerpiece, they have an Egyptian wax warmer. When asked if the wax warmer had any use besides decoration, they directed my attention to the unlit candle underneath and to make my own conclusions. Together, they prepared me spaghetti and meatballs. They served it simply with a paper towel, one fork, and a can of Coke.

All these things make practical sense to Cameron and Carolina’s lives. They both lead very active lives with work and school. They may need to eat a meal standing up which is allowed by the table’s advanced height. When entertaining guests, which they do often, they can squeeze extra seating on the bench. They also have easy access to the board games found directly underneath. The lazy Susan has its upsides and its downfalls. At one point, I rotated the turntable to get the Parmesan cheese, which ultimately, is hardly any easier than either reaching across or asking for assistance. However, in the process of rotating, my can of Coke ended up in front of my brother which my brother unknowingly drank! Cameron and Carolina work hard for what they have, and they take joy in simplicity. Therefore, they do not feel the need to go beyond the necessities because to them, the basics are enough.

Journal 1: Burrito al Carbon

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I spent a lot of time thinking about what dish to choose for this reflection piece. My initial reaction was to simply choose my favorite food, but when I attempted to recognize any familial or cultural relevance to my background, I found none. This led me to look deeper into why I was unable to think of any dish for that matter that meant more to me than just taste. After all, the meals that accompany the most important holidays and traditions for my family are often the meals I most despise. I even went so far to discuss this with my brother, whom I know has had a similar, if not worse experience with our family cuisine just due to his premature pallet at the time. Together, we discussed all the meals that had importance to our lives, and realized that when it came to our family, it was not about big family meals. Our family events are large, perhaps too large to feed everyone comfortably, so we revert to a potluck method where everyone brings a dish to contribute to the meal. While convenient and perhaps most time effective, most of the day is not spent prepping and cooking the meals, but by simply rotating dishes in and out of the oven to heat them all to the right temperatures. However, this leads to an incohesive mishmash of lukewarm casseroles that I have come to dread every year.

When it comes to culture, my family doesn’t have strong ties to anything. Due to events and circumstances that is ultimately irrelevant to the outcomes, a lot of older family traditions were unformed, repressed, or lost. So instead, I chose to focus on the culture of my immediate family. Both of my parents worked long arduous hours during my childhood. This did not bother me however as I learned to love being a latchkey kid. This usually meant our dinners were chosen by the factors of price, convenience, and health and often mapped out days in advance. This usually meant that if our parents were late getting home, my brother and I would begin rooting for them to be even later, inevitably forcing us to get takeout that night. But on special nights, our parents would take us to Frontera Mex-Mex grill. To me, it seemed like the fanciest restaurant in the world, and the novelty of endless chips and salsa blew my mind. The dish that stood out the most though was the Burrito Al Carbon.

The Burrito Al Carbon is just a steak and queso burrito. That’s it, nothing special. In fact, I would always ask they remove the rice and refried beans, which I had an averseness to at the time. Something about that steak hangs with me dipped in the liquid white queso. Every time we frequented there with friends and family, good times were had, and even better burritos were eaten. It is likely that the given circumstances played a large factor to how this burrito has become almost deified to me. Although I recognize that the quality of food is not near close to the best tasting food I have ever had, it had special qualities beyond just taste. Maybe it was the slightly smoky flavor, or the stale chips, or the flat soda, or the too loud mariachi band, or the passive aggressive arguments, or the one father that had one too many to drink. However, it was these memories, the good and the bad, that encapsulate my childhood to a synapses defined by a few moments taken from a local Mex-Mex chain. There are not really any recipe’s online for a “burrito” al carbon specifically so I am taking the recipe from a recipe for tacos al carbon, The only adjustments needed are for the the tortilla size. Tacos al Carbon are from South Texas originally and are essentially just fajitas that come already prepared. The main identifier of a taco al carbon is grilled meat. So, the Burrito al Carbon is just an extension of that. It is basically an over-sized, prepared fajita.

  1. Ingredients
    • 1/2 cup freshly squeezed lime juice (about 4-6 limes)
    • 1 tablespoon + 1 1/2 teaspoon Kosher salt, separated
    • 2 teaspoons granulated sugar
    • 3 teaspoons black pepper, separated
    • 1 cup + 4 tablespoons canola or avocado oil, separated
    • 1/4 cup chopped cilantro
    • 4 cloves of garlic, roughly chopped
    • 2 pounds flank steak
    • 12 flour tortillas
    • Topping Ideas: Queso, shredded cheese, guacamole, pico de gallo, shredded lettuce, or sour cream
    Instructions
    1. Add the lime juice, 1 tablespoon Kosher salt, sugar, and 1 1/2 teaspoons pepper to a small mixing bowl and whisk to combine. Slowly drizzle in 1 cup of oil, whisking all the while. Then, add the cilantro and garlic and stir to combine.

    2. Transfer the marinade to a zip-top bag and add the flank steak. Refrigerate for at least 4 hours or up to overnight.

    3. Remove the beef from the bag and pat dry with a paper towel. Drizzle with 1 tablespoon of oil and sprinkle with 1 1/2 teaspoon Kosher salt and 1 teaspoon pepper. Rub all over to adhere, and set aside until ready to use.

    4. Add the remaining 3 tablespoons of oil to a large, skillet (preferably cast iron) over high heat. Once the oil has come to temperature, sear the steak for 4 1/2-5 minutes on the first side, turn, and sear for 4 minutes more.

    5. Allow to rest 10 minutes. Then, slice the beef as thin as possible (cutting against the grain), roll in flour tortillas, and top as desired.

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Not pictured is my father because my family doesn’t do pictures so this is the most recent and complete I have.

Bibliography

“Burrito Al Carbon: Mex-Mex Specialties in 2019: Mexican Food Recipes, Food, Burritos.” Pinterest, 6 Jan. 2019, www.pinterest.com/pin/524950900284898977/.

“Tacos Al Carbon.” The Anthony Kitchen, 28 May 2019, www.theanthonykitchen.com/tacos-al-carbon/.